Alpha “Analpha” Alfonso
6 min readApr 13, 2023

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“COMMENCEMENT EXERCISES”

Noisy!

I need Silence to understand the lesson I am reading for the future there is an ‘examination’ again at school, there is ‘oral’, there is ‘written’ and there is ‘shame’!

All sides there’s a loud sound from the radio, there is still shouting from the neighbors, some are giving orders, some are fighting, some are talking overheard, so it’s noisy.

I am surrounded by noise that disturbs the mind and the desire to learn more of the previous ‘lessons’ in school

Aspiring to get a ‘one hundred’ (100) ‘score’ so that I can ‘make believe’,only to myself again, in excellence in school and have admirers like ‘Mommy’ and siblings,only; I just thought of because so….I need it to ‘maintain’ the ‘scholarship’, the ‘tuition fee’ in ‘Engineering’ is high, it is difficult to transfer to another ‘College’, even to another ‘University’; there are many processes and long queues,long time of the waiting and frightening to be ashamed it’s a great shame!

I am still young and exact in age but I am afraid of repeating and failing in any ‘Subject’ or ‘Course Subject’ in school, in ‘CET’, ‘College of Engineering and Technology’

I discovered the strong enemy, the attitude of the ‘Teacher’ or ‘Instructor’, ‘Professor’;they are known to the words ‘Terror’ versus ‘Naturalesa’, ‘Natural’ attitude or the origin from ‘High School’, there are many differences even in the teachings or the ‘Lectures’ there are,just giving the ‘Problem’,with the answers that is up to you to understand how it happened. There are ‘Books’ that you will read. It is up to you to ‘co-relate’ with the ‘Lectures’ in the Class Room because if I don’t listen it’s still hard to understand even if I translate ‘English’ into Tagalog!

I need to list each phrase or whole sentence and the words used ‘English’ often have ‘Terminology’ but there is a ‘Dictionary’; so I always have even a small ‘Dictionary’ next to me, always open even in the ‘CR’’’Comfort Room’, memorized at least one word that needs to be understood and used in the sentence to better understand the explanations in the ‘Book’. Often, the only natural ‘teacher’ is oneself, because often again it is the ‘Holy Bible’ ‘ I opened to ‘relax’ the ‘mind’ and pray that the other situation will be understood and understood correctly; ‘I’m angry already!’…’With NOISE!’

I was like this then, I’m still like this now;’I’m in a Noisy Situation!’They thought they were the ones helping Me,’I hope so’!I thought they were going to help Me, but they weren’t! I miss the past and the time that passes by with shame.

It’s so funny, the Radio and Television around the neighbors are on, so am I; I turned on the ‘Casette Recorder’ and our Television; the neighbors are noisy, there are people shouting, I will also shout, My ‘Mommy’ and sometimes My Siblings will peek in the room , will ask, ‘Why?’; ‘What Happened to You?’; ‘Was it difficult?’: My Answer; ‘Nothing, I just ‘emote’, just ‘practice’! there is a ‘workshop’,’ then it’s easy this!’;’chick’!’is it funny?’It’s just like that, All of us are serious, not joking, but it seems to have changed, because there are other people who realize other seriousness in life, the one who thought you were joking, because it’s just noise, but if it turns out to be touching and stealing or taking away the rights to life and things, that’s a different story. The meanings of the noises are deeper, especially now in my new world,’invisible’ are the noisy, too much noise as if they are talking to You, I don’t want it anymore, to Me, because the noise is dominant, maybe it touches or hurts the skin too, it has a bad effect on the flesh!

There are many things to do, some are more important, some are important, some can be done another day, so just go straight to the ‘Book’ again, to the ‘Notebook’ to the ‘Everyday Lesson and Lecture’, from the ‘School’!

Dreaming is noisy! That’s the Truth; and Success is noisy too! Especially if there are many people clapping and shouting. That’s right, that’s it, it’s just like that, as if they were just the noise of Success!

“I Will Succeed!” ‘Success!’, ‘Success!’;’Eureka!’Eureka!’;’I have succeeded!’;”’Practice!’”;

I said then….

Just, that’s how My Success is!’I also succeeded!’

It’s crying time! It’s funny! Graduations at every beginning; it’s a new beginning, it’s not ‘Finished’; Graduated from ‘Elementary’, ‘High School’, and ‘College’, all called ‘Graduation’; ”COMMENCEMENT EXERCISES” |SY (School Year)

If only I knew that every ending is just a new beginning; I have started in every aspect of my life, until I succeed in ‘TRUTH’; because everything is just a ‘BEGINNING’….

And because of that, there are others who will end, just that there is a reason and aspect in life, parts in every stage of Life and Living! My Truth is tiring, weak and painful, which are the parts in Life. It’s not according to the Right I have done or Started; Foods/Houses/Clothes and Earnings or Occupations after ‘Education’; and everything Starts’ again with the Past of the previous People Teachers of Life and Living.

Sometimes there is a scary Truth, like a ‘Thread’ with a beginning at the end, a ‘knot’ in the middle, the ‘thread’ can break if you insist on sewing on any fabric if there is a knot in the middle; it will be terrible if the breath is cut off because of the ‘knot’ in the middle or the circumstances that can’t be avoided, people or things or events that are tied together that won’t stop are stops because of the knot; so now the ‘knot’ is People, Things, or Events that are not involved; because the thread is a ‘Line’, there is a ‘Queue’, whether long or short

No matter what the explanation is, whatever is not involved in a ‘Line’, Don’t ‘Pile’ it because it’s just a ‘Knot’ in Life and Success!“Can Break a Line!”It’s bad if you can’t continue, pure beginning, no end, but not Success!

Whether the ‘Thread’ is long or short, there is a beginning again and the process is still the same, the ‘restraint’ will still prevail over the ‘knot’ and ‘control’ over the ‘break’ of the ‘thread’, the ‘Line’ in Life. Success has no knots, it has a beginning and an end; more than Order must be possessed, restraint or control over anything that is not involved; ‘Knots’. Noisy, there are Knots, there are Cuts, there are Restraints; it’s a terrible Life! It’s hard to Fail! You will want to KILL; Whether it’s Yourself or Others, ‘Kill’ will still be done.

That’s why until ‘can do’; avoid the ‘Knot’ and fix the ‘Line’ Just a list of things to do to succeed; if there is a ‘Number’ there is a beginning and only to what extent can you reach or desire to succeed. ‘Secret’ and ‘Manifest’ are ‘Number’; from ‘Zero’ or ‘None’, there is ‘One’, and ‘Ten’ which One has ‘Zero’ or ‘None’; so is ‘Pattern ‘ of ‘Commencement Exercises’; 0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10;One,Ten,See you on the next ‘Number’!“

CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL THE GRADUATES!”

“Always, there is another ‘Commencement Exercises’,in Everyone’s LifeWE , are Part of the Beginning and Start of Every Success!”(ANA)

It is Best to be the Successful One;be the Chosen One;if not the ‘Best One’ in any “Endeavor”!(ANA)

Know the Secret the Success!Join,be a Part of ,Participate,Cooperate,Coordinate,Play Your Role,Exert Your effort to Exercise Your Rights to any Endeavor,Give Time to Practice,, Play like it is already the Game Proper, Use Your Emotion in Practice and Learn to Control Your Mind to Success and Avoid to FAIL!(ANA)

“SUCCESS is All a State of Mind; You have to have a State of Success,a Fulfilling Mind to Success, a Coward Emotion to Fail!”(ANA)

“I am AFRAID to FAIL!” “I will succeed instead!” (ANA)

Another ‘Secret’ ‘Succeed’;may mean to Follow: therefore to Succeed is to Success, to Follow is to Success.Follow Successful People Learn their Attributes apply which is/are only Fitted to Your Own Personality/Status Quo and Lifestyle; anyway there’s always a Beginning and the Start of Every Endeavor.

Attributes; are Your Physical/Mental/Spiritual Skills or Developed Talent based on Your Own Personality/Intellectual Capacity and Capability/Emotional Endurance/Physical Strength and Agility; so therefore: Height does matters/Looks matters most/Age also matters/Gender maybe an Advantage or Disadvantage/Status Quo and Lifestyle maybe a Beginning or Start/but will be a Factor to consider for Attributes.These and Others may Affect or Effect Your Success!”

“BE KIN!” (ANA)

Translated into ENGLISH for Better Understanding,Same Day.

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